Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

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Something's just have to start don't ever say it's your fault

Фчера ходил гулять (!)
отнес Чоппу диск с виндой
постояли под 27ой,поговорили о школе и тп...
Как всегда бывает на зло... Появился он...
Хорошо, что для него йа невидим =\

Give to me the weight of your
world I'll carry it for you

Йа все чаще его вспоминаю...да, знаю что бред....йа живу прошлым....и "прошлыми надеждами"

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

Видеть его там...с ней...нет...йа так не могу.... читать...ты моя маленькая девочка....
лучше быть без глаз..не видеть слов...не видеть людей....
йа виноват во всем..йа не видел людей, которые хотели помочь...йа ничего не видел...йа любил и ничего больше меня не волновало...опять же...йа виноват...прости за мои ошибки....

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

@музыка: Default - Caught the moment; ДДТ - Это все

@настроение: как то никак =

@темы: ночное, непонятное

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Любить без обмана....

печатать при свечах - очень тру
особенно если одна рука держит ее Х)
сегодня на 12 на др к Юле
хз как встану...
кажется, йа слетаю с катушек...слышу звонки в дверь...голоса....мда =\

@музыка: NeoNate - Любить без обмана

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Алла...что ты делаешь алла...что ты делаешь со мной х_Х

Бидааа....
Главное правило - много не пить!
Бухохохохохохохоохохохохохоо!

@настроение: вдатый и поддатый

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И почему меня так любят ?!

@музыка: тишина

@настроение: не знаю

@темы: я, необъяснимое

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Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

@музыка: Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree

@темы: Fool's Garden

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Default - Caught in the Moment

When I was waiting for you just
don't think I ever knew
I was out there all alone now every
breath I breathe for you
If you fall you know you can just
reach out and take my hand
Give to me the weight of your
world I'll carry it for you

Something's just have to start
don't ever say it's your fault

My son it's not what I wanted
Got tired of falling
This road that I'm running
It would lead me back to you
Time I thought that was stolen
Got caught in a moment
That moment brought me you

I didn't want u to see what
was never meant to be
These old mistakes I can't erase
won't come between you and me
I know I'm sometimes hard to find I'm
never leaving you behind
Maybe miles away but you should know
you're always on my mind

Something's just have to start
don't ever say it's your fault

My son it's not what I wanted
Got tired of falling
This road that I'm running
It would lead me back to you
Time I thought that was stolen
Got caught in a moment
The moment brought me you

The moment brought me laughter in the storm
A love that can't be torn
And it all started with you
And I see you're the reason I'm here
The reason so clear
it's the moment of truth
This moment brought me you

I got caught in a moment
That moment brought me you
That moment brought me you

My son it's not what I wanted
Got tired of falling
This road that I'm running
It would lead me back to you
Time I thought that was stolen
Got caught in a moment
That moment brought me u
Moment brought me you

My son it's not what I wanted
Got tired of falling
That moment brought me you
Moment brought me you

Time I thought that was stolen
Got caught in a moment
That moment brought me you
That moment brought me you

@музыка: Default - Caught in the Moment

@темы: Default

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Default - Comes and Goes

She gives me all she has to give
She lets me know with just one kiss
She plays the game like no one else
She won, yeah she won

I never felt like this before
can't get enough I want more
She steals the life right out of me
she's gone, now she's gone

Look, she's running while I'm drowning
So save me if I'm waiting

Well love comes and goes before you know it
Just like a fire, she'll leave you helpless
She lifts you up and lets you down
The love comes and goes away

It hurts so bad that I can't sleep
I tell myself that she still wants me
She leaves me here all by myself
Alone, all alone

Look, she's running while I'm drowning
So save me if I'm waiting

Well love comes and goes before you know it
Just like a fire, she'll leave you helpless
She lifts you up and lets you down
The love, comes and goes away
Comes and goes away

I want the life I had before I knew you
I wish I knew a way to turn back time
If only you would stay
Another world away
Then maybe I could find
Someone not like you
Not like you

The love comes and goes before you know it
Just like a fire, she'll leave you helpless
She lifts you up and lets you down
The love, comes and goes away

She always
Comes and goes away She always
Comes and goes away

@музыка: Default - Comes and Goes

@темы: Default

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Default - Little Too Late

Maybe I missed you
Maybe it's true
Maybe I didn't do enough to hold onto you
Maybe you'll think back
On the good times we had
Maybe one day this feeling won't remind me of you

It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when i lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

It should have been easy
It seemed so hard
I could never say that we were better apart
I should have been the one to hold you
I should have been the one you run to
Turned around just in time to see a fading memory of you

It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when i lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

I remember when I said goodbye
I can't forget the tears that you cried
I pretend that I was over you
I let you go and I don't know why

You took some time now I know....

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when i lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

@музыка: Default - Little Too Late

@темы: Default, текст песни

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Х______________Х

Постараюсь больше не допускать таких глупостей...а то и вправду закончится все трагически Х_Х
Живем дальше )
Хочу август...

@настроение: ололололо!

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медленно слетаю с катушек....

столько проблем
все мысли запутаны
куда мне деться...
если что...выход 1
только надо сначала до конца понять да или нет

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Какой то бред =)

Видимо йа настолько глуп...и все что было для него лишь поржать

@музыка: Лиза Арзамасова - Я твое солнце

@настроение: дайапростофшоке

@темы: глупости, он, прошлое

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....

Понимаю, что сделала самую большую глупость в жизни...

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Узнаю много нового о себе....

Virr (22:22:15 10/06/2010)
ты пишешь ему по 3 сообщения в секунду
это раз
Devillord (22:22:53 10/06/2010)
ты слишком много переживаешь
Devillord (22:23:18 10/06/2010)
у тебя настроения меняються раз 5 в течении секунды

Спасибо, кэп

@музыка: George Skaroulis - Miles Away

@настроение: мды....фсё в жопу =\

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Ммм Гед такой классный (с)

ГРац нас с замком х)
Ееее
Тс сегодня рулил =)

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Мды....целый день история....пиченька переезжают на потом Х_Х

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Пиченьки -_-

Lonely Moonlight (17:22:36 8/06/2010)
йа завтра на пиченьки иду =____=
Virr (17:22:49 8/06/2010)
куда????????????
Lonely Moonlight (17:22:55 8/06/2010)
=__=
Lonely Moonlight (17:23:03 8/06/2010)
хз .....малой сказал хд
Lonely Moonlight (17:23:08 8/06/2010)

Virr (17:23:15 8/06/2010)

Lonely Moonlight (17:23:20 8/06/2010)

Lonely Moonlight (17:24:03 8/06/2010)
так что если чо хддд
Lonely Moonlight (17:24:06 8/06/2010)

Lonely Moonlight (17:24:17 8/06/2010)
приду утром его пинать ОО

@музыка: Stone Sour - Zzyxz Rd

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Грац мну!

Экзамен по русскому - 9 Х)

@музыка: Stone Sour - Through Glass

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Одним словом...пиздец

Мда...Экзамен по русскому прекрасен....Только йа дибил мог сделать такую глупую ошибку...
Написано в книжке
Он ли не любил природу, он ли не знал ее!
А йа написал
Он ли не любил природу? Он ли не знал ее?
Мды...мама пиздец на конях Х_Х..заебала

@музыка: Stone Sour - Through Glass

@настроение: пойду убьюсь нахуй....бесит мля =\

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Stone Sour - Through Glass

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like I'm sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect to bitter folks
And while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
And never dare make up the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remembering is just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

@музыка: Stone Sour - Through Glass

@настроение: оуууу

@темы: Stone Sour